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With Love

Wed Nov 12, 2014, 5:13 PM
So, it's been a good three years I think. I've met a lot of good people. I came to deviant art nearly eight years ago and have been through three accounts. 

But, this account has felt like home.

however, it's had its share of heartache as well.

as most of you know I've been struggling with an autoimmune disease for a little over a year now. In that year I've been fighting to reverse the damage done but so far with little results.

as such, I need to destress. Stress only adds to the inflammation in my joints. Recently, online life has only been stress. So, yet again, I am withdrawing into my cave. 

These last few years have seen me fall in love and out and get my heart shattered. And I'm tired of that. 

So so this is the last time many of you will see me online. My skype is yet again going dormant and I won't even be signing in to it.

before I go, there are a few people that need thanks and love. And just because you are not mentioned does not mean I don't love you and didn't think of you. just being on my mobile makes this hard.

:iconfluffyninjamon: surprised? You shouldn't be. You were always the first on my mind. I owe you a lot. A debt I can never repay. I just hope that you are well. I love you.

:iconvertical-misfit: would you believe that I've loved you for nearly my entire eight years on DA? Always in and out of your life but, officially this is the last. A part of me will always love you, goofball. I wish the best for you and I hope you find that girl that deserves the happiness I know you'll bring her.

:icons-vortex: my dearest.... I don't even know where to begin. You have been a bright light in my life on dark days. More than once your caring words have brought me to tears. You have truly been a kindred spirit and it pains me to my core to leave you. Just, know that a part of you will always be with me and I give you my love.

:iconbowtothedrow: I've loved our chats and I still long for them. I miss them as you never once judged me for my opinions and you opened my eyes to so many parts of DA and culture... I thank you for all that you have done.

there are others therony, B, nick, nirvanadraavon, Engels-fall, techman, a certain mousey.... I love you all and will miss you greatly.

again, thank you all for being so loving and kind to me.

goodbye xoxoxo

  • Listening to: Jack Johnson: Home
  • Reading: Enders Game
  • Watching: The Tenth Kingdom/ The walking dead
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Freeze Dried Apple Chips
  • Drinking: Blueberry and Jasmine Green Tea and local Honey


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nickanater1 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Student Artist

The-B-Meister Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know youre probably gone for good but ill leave this hear for you....
Merry Christmas from the Bahamas
I hope you enjoy your day :hug:
nickanater1 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014  Student Artist

Merry Christmas! :)
ForTheLoveOfButts Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014
You left? :( I'm sorry to hear that life has been rough... If only I got to know you better...
DeethIrteen Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hi there, Amatae.
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